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  Probably had a guard outside of his room as well.

  But now that she was wearing Nurse Denise’s scrubs and had a few goodies up her sleeve, she liked her chances of getting past the guard.

  She’d taken the handcuffs (key stored safe and sound up her ass), scalpel, surgical scissors, and pepper spray (safe and sound elsewhere). Even though she never used them, the gun had been tempting. But she didn’t trust herself with it. Accidentally killing Donaldson and ruining their fun prematurely would have been devastating.

  Best case scenario, Donaldson had two broken legs and two broken arms, but was conscious.

  She’d sweet-talk the deputy, or kill him, and get inside Donaldson’s room.

  Barricade the door.

  She wouldn’t have much time.

  When Benjamin returned with her units of blood, he’d find Denise and the deputy.

  The hospital would go on lockdown.

  The cavalry would come running.

  But that was still ten minutes away at most.

  And Lucy could make ten minutes feel like ten years.

  Because it wasn’t the quantity of time she had with dear old Donaldson.

  It was all about the quality.

  Donaldson

  “…multiple fractures of the clavicle, humerus, radius and ulna, a dislocated shoulder, a dislocated elbow, multiple contusions and lacerations, including skin abrasions covering about thirty percent of his body. A concussion. Plus the son of a bitch lost six teeth and an ear.”

  The man speaking had a high-pitched voice, with a slight southern lilt.

  “How’d it happen?” This voice was Latino, probably Mexican.

  “Chained to the back of his own car, which went down the side of a goddamn mountain.”

  “Poor guy.”

  “Don’t waste any tears on this one. See the deputy outside? Soon as this bastard wakes up, he’s getting arrested. This dude is a serial killer. Name is Gregory Donaldson. Likes to cut up hitchhikers. Did all kinds of crazy, sick shit to them. Hear tell, he murdered more than fifty people.”

  Low whistle from the Mexican. “Goddamn. Looks like he got what was coming to him.”

  “You said it, brother. There’s a special room in hell for people like this.”

  Donaldson peeked his eyes open. The men in his hospital room wore scrubs, the kind with novelty print patterns that were supposed to cheer up patients. One of them was chubby, early thirties, in need of a shave. The other was short, Hispanic, and even from ten feet away Donaldson could smell his armpit stains.

  Donaldson figured they were orderlies. Beyond them, through the doorway, he saw the sheriff’s deputy the white guy had mentioned, a portly man in a khaki uniform. He sat in a wooden chair reading a magazine called Handgun Enthusiast. The gun on his belt had a snap over the holster.

  Donaldson had been awake for a few hours, faking unconsciousness to avoid being asked questions, biding his time until he figured out a plan.

  As situations went, this one was dire. Even in the grip of the morphine haze courtesy of his IV, Donaldson hurt. He hurt bad. His left arm felt like it had been yanked out, chewed up, and sewn back on upside-down. The neck brace was cruel stainless steel, screwed onto his scalp and shoulders, making it impossible to turn his head.

  Donaldson peered down at the substantial girth of his body. A thin blanket covered his protruding gut. His arm was a mess, swollen to twice its normal size, purple and scabby with surgical pins and clamps holding his shattered bones in place. The pins poked through the flesh in half a dozen places.

  He touched the side of his head, felt a bandage on his cheek and another that went up over his ear. Correction—one that went up over where his ear used to be.

  Donaldson tried wiggling his toes, and that ignited his legs. He felt like he was lying on a hot skillet with the flames growing larger. Skin abrasions covering thirty percent of his body. That was the clinical explanation. Fucking agony was a much more appropriate description.

  Stronger than the pain was a slithering, palpable fear. Donaldson couldn’t go to prison. He was too old for that and cherished his freedom. He wondered how the authorities knew who he was, what he was. Probably that damn female cop from the truck stop a week ago.

  Lieutenant Jacqueline Fucking Daniels. How he’d love to have another go at her.

  But she wasn’t the one who incensed him to the point where the pain and the fear became secondary. She wasn’t the true object of his hate. The one who made him twitch with rage and need.

  That particular emotion was reserved for the one who put him in this hospital. The one who mangled his body by handcuffing him to the back of his own car. The one who put an end to a murder spree which had lasted almost thirty years, and delivered him right into the hands of the authorities.

  Lucy.

  Thinking about Lucy filled Donaldson with something more than fear. Something that transcended the pain. He absolutely ached for revenge. The thought of having Lucy all to himself, of doing things to her that made his past indiscretions seem tame by comparison, was so powerful it made him salivate.

  He had a fuzzy, final memory of her. The two of them tangled up in each other once the car had mercifully hit a tree. The blood on each so thick it turned the dirt they’d been dragged through into mud. Twisted limbs. Broken bodies. Donaldson peeking open an eye, staring at her, watching her chest rise and fall.

  Donaldson clenched his jaw, his few remaining teeth still loose in their sockets.

  Please, please, please let her still be alive.

  He glanced down at his good hand, saw the push button mechanism for the morphine drip, and gave himself a dose.

  It helped with the pain.

  It even helped with the fear.

  But it didn’t help with the need.

  Donaldson closed his eyes. But he wasn’t sleeping. He was plotting.

  Plotting on how to get out of there and find Lucy.

  The first step was getting rid of the fucking pig by the door.

  “I know you aren’t asleep. Your breathing isn’t deep enough.”

  Donaldson opened his eyes and stared at the doctor standing next to the bed. The man was tall, wide shouldered, sneer lines on his face. He looked like a fucking Ken doll. The name tag pinned to his lab coat read Lanz.

  “Where am I?” Donaldson asked. His throat hurt. Raw from all the screaming he’d done while being dragged behind the car. His missing teeth made words hard to form.

  “Blessed Crucifixion Hospital. They found you in a ravine, air-evacced you in. I’m performing your first skin graft later today. Doesn’t seem to be much of a reason for it, seeing how the state is going to execute you.”

  “Your bedside manner sucks, Doc.”

  Lanz whipped out a penlight, then roughly pried open Donaldson’s right eyelid with a latex-gloved hand. The bright beam was like being speared in the retina with a knife. After a few seconds, Lanz pulled away and scrawled something onto a clipboard.

  “Was there a girl brought in with me?” Donaldson asked, keeping his voice neutral.

  “I’m not supposed to talk to you about anything other than your injuries.”

  “You don’t strike me as the kind of man who takes orders from lowly cops, Doc.”

  Lanz seemed to consider it. “Yeah, she was brought in.”

  “Alive?”

  “If you could call it that.”

  “Any chance of me seeing her?”

  Lanz offered a sour smile. “Buddy, the only things you’ll be seeing are prison cells and courthouses, right up until they punch your clock.”

  Donaldson narrowed his eyes. “I did a doctor, once.”

  “Excuse me?”

  “I had him strapped down on a table…” Donaldson lowered his voice to just above a whisper. “Then I used his own scalpel to cut off small parts of his body. A bit of skin here and there. A finger. An ear. His lips. His penis, in five separate pieces. I used a clotting powder to stop the bleeding so he didn’t die ri
ght away. Then I fed the bits to him. One at a time. If he threw up, I made him swallow the parts again. By the time he finally died, he must have eaten almost a quarter of his own body.”

  Lanz didn’t flinch. “I’m going to tell the nursing staff to cut you off morphine. We wouldn’t want a charmer like you accidentally dying during the procedure later.”

  Dr. Lanz shoved the clipboard back into its slot at the foot of the bed, and then turned to leave.

  “See you later, Doc.”

  Donaldson closed his eyes and imagined Lanz tied to a gurney, screaming and begging and choking on his own flesh.

  But the image didn’t last. Just as it was getting good, his thoughts were interrupted by an image of Lucy. Small. Young. Innocent-looking. With her guitar case and her pink Crocs, her hip cocked out as she thumbed a ride.

  In his head, Lucy smiled at Donaldson. The smile quickly escalated into giggling, and then full blown laughter.

  The little bitch was laughing at the pain she had caused him.

  You think you know pain, little girl?

  I’ll show you pain.

  “Do you understand these rights that I just explained to you?”

  The sheriff was pure hick, soft around the middle, neck flab baked lobster red, prone to using the word ain’t. All he needed to complete the stereotype was a stalk of hayseed hanging out of his mouth.

  “Don’t matter,” the lawman continued when Donaldson didn’t answer. “Looks like you’ll have several states fightin’ for custody of you. Likely you’ll be read your rights a few more times.”

  Donaldson closed his eyes, wishing Barney Fife would leave him alone. The sheriff didn’t take the hint.

  “You know, we don’t get too many high-profile crimes around these parts,” he continued. “Truth is, most we ever have to handle is the ‘casional drunk and disorderly. But we’ve taken some precautions with a worldly feller such as yourself. Up to me, you’d be handcuffed to that bed right now, but Doc Lanz says it ain’t needed on account of your serious injuries. I ain’t so sure. See, you remind me of this dog ole Roscoe Sanderson got over at his junkyard. Some mutt, got some St. Bernard in it, some Rot, some Dobie. Damn near the size of a brown bear. Now, the dog seems tame enough. Don’t bark. Don’t leap at you when you get near. But Roscoe keeps it on a big, thick chain. Some things may look harmless, but they need to be chained up just the same. Cuz once they’re unchained, they ain’t harmless no more.”

  Donaldson peeked open his eyes. “Is this how you interrogate suspects ‘round these parts?” Donaldson purposely drawled the last part of his sentence. “Bore them to death with your chatter?”

  The sheriff hitched up his gun belt. “We got a guard on you twenty-four hours a day, Mr. Donaldson. We’ve gone through your room and removed everything that could possibly be used as a weapon. That window over there don’t open, and even if it did, you’re on the fourth floor. You got a problem with my chatter, ain’t a damn thing you can do about it.”

  “We need to prep him for surgery, sheriff.”

  The sheriff nodded at the nurse who had just entered. “Just make sure you count your scalpels when you’re finished,” he said before he left.

  “The procedure went well.” Lanz again, standing over Donaldson with that sanctimonious frown. “It’ll be a few days before we know if the skin grafts take. You need to stay still, or they’ll slough off. I’ve given permission for the authorities to question you.”

  Donaldson glanced at the other side of the bed. Two men in suits. Feds.

  “I have nothing to say until I talk to a lawyer,” Donaldson said. His words were heavy, his entire body delightfully numb.

  “We found the pictures hidden in your car, Mr. Donaldson.” The taller of the two had a voice like a radio jock. “In several of them you even posed with your victims.”

  “Alleged victims,” Donaldson said, cracking a small, private smile.

  “We want to close these cases, Mr. Donaldson.” The shorter one. “If you cooperate, we can talk about reducing your sentence. Maybe you can even get life, instead of the death penalty.”

  Donaldson closed his eyes. They tried to talk to him for a few more minutes, and when he didn’t reply, they left.

  Donaldson didn’t sleep well.

  He dreamt of being dragged behind the car, reliving all of the pain and the horror and the fear in slow-motion. His arm breaking, then breaking again, and again, and again, each new snap loud as a gunshot. His legs and ass being stripped of skin as the pavement ate through his pants. Lucy giggling at him, holding a squirt bottle of lemon juice, gleefully spritzing his open wounds. Donaldson’s father watching the scene, standing over him with that constant look of disgust.

  “I always knew you were a bad seed, boy.” Dad took off his belt, bounced the heavy, brass buckle off his palm. “Let’s see if I can’t whup the fear of God into you.”

  Donaldson woke up, woozy from the pain meds, convinced his father was standing next to the bed. But it couldn’t have been his father, because he was too pale, his hair too long and dark.

  “Who’s there?” Donaldson whispered into his dark room.

  No one answered.

  But Donaldson felt eyes on him. He sat up, wondering if Lucy had somehow gotten to him, feeling a sick spike of fear jab right into his heart.

  Donaldson fumbled for the light switch.

  Squinted as it came on.

  He was alone in the room.

  “Serves you right, having nightmares.” The guard outside the door nodded at Donaldson all-knowingly. “Things you done, you should be haunted forever.”

  Donaldson flipped off the light. He closed his eyes.

  You got it wrong, pig. I’m not haunted.

  I’m the one that does the haunting.

  But when Donaldson fell asleep, the nightmare started all over.

  It was two in the morning. Donaldson was in pain.

  He knew there was more pain to come. Much more.

  While they didn’t handcuff him to his bed, the authorities had been very careful with him, just like the hick sheriff promised. Donaldson ate with a plastic spoon on paper plates. The metal bedpan was taken away as soon as he finished. Anything in his room that could be considered a weapon—even the TV and the drawers from the dresser—had been removed. That prick Lanz and those goddamn Feds had even taken away his IV. Cruel and unusual punishment, no doubt. If Donaldson went to trial, it would be something for his lawyer to protest.

  But Donaldson wasn’t going to trial. He was getting the hell out of there.

  He glanced at the cop outside the door, his ass molded to a chair, his back to Donaldson. There was a TV in the nurse’s station that the cop had been watching, but he hadn’t moved in over twenty minutes. Donaldson guessed he was asleep.

  The nurse on duty made her rounds every half an hour. She was a painfully thin woman named Winslow, and she wasn’t due back until two-thirty.

  Donaldson closed his eyes, focusing on his remaining ear, trying to tune into the sounds around him. The ward was quiet. Best as Donaldson could tell, about half the rooms on this wing were empty.

  Slow week at the country hospital.

  That would change in just a few minutes.

  Donaldson eyed the brace holding his shattered arm together. Winslow had called the contraption an external fixation. Made of heavy gauge surgical steel, it ran from his shoulder to his wrist, four metal rods surrounding the limb. They were attached to four large squares that encircled his arm. In each square were several screws. These screws pierced Donaldson’s skin and held his bones in place as they healed.

  He counted nine screws in all. Each had a tiny, flat knob on the end to manually adjust the tension. It sort of looked like the scaffolding employed to hold dinosaur bones together in museums. But shinier.

  Shinier, and very heavy.

  Okay. Here we go…

  Donaldson wadded up a corner of his blanket and shoved it into his mouth, tasting fabric softener. Biting down
hard, he tentatively reached for the first screw.

  Touching it brought a spark of agony, and he immediately withdrew his hand. Sweat popped out in fat beads on Donaldson’s forehead. He let out a deep breath through his nostrils, blowing snot like a horse.

  Do it.

  Just do it.

  It’s the only way.

  Donaldson pinched the screw head again.

  Then he twisted.

  The pain was akin to having a tooth drilled. Deep nerve pain. Bone pain. A pointed, foreign object, sticking deep in the marrow, prompting a guttural moan that the blanket didn’t entirely muffle.

  Donaldson glanced frantically over at the cop, hoping his outburst hadn’t woken him.

  The cop didn’t budge.

  Blinking away tears, Donaldson twisted the screw again, and this time the burst of pain was so acute, so otherworldly, his whole body began to shake.

  Withdrawing his quivering hand, Donaldson immediately realized what had happened.

  Damn it, you idiot!

  It’s supposed to be righty-tighty, lefty-loosey!

  He’d been inadvertently driving the screw in deeper.

  Screaming curses in his head, he forced himself to grip the screw once again, turning it the correct direction this time, not stopping until the pointed barb tugged free of his skin. The hole it had been nestled in oozed dark blood, the pinpoint of suffering replaced by a duller, but equally unbearable throb.

  Done.

  Only eight screws to go.

  The next two were hell.

  The one after that made him redefine what hell actually was. Tears streaking down his cheeks, biting the blanket so hard his jaw ached and his gums bled, Donaldson fumbled with the screw holding the top bit of his shattered ulna in place. But the screw was lodged in the bone so tightly that Donaldson felt his ulna twist as he turned it. He could even see the bone wiggle underneath the skin, as if a mouse had burrowed into his flesh and was trying to escape.

  Donaldson’s hand shook so badly he couldn’t get a firm grip. His face felt cold and clammy, and he recognized he was going into shock—something he’d witnessed many times in his victims.

  Fight it. This is your only chance.

  Donaldson turned the screw.